i had you...

i had happy moments with you, several times
we've been together, not just once or twice
just recently i have held you close
we've also talked for just while
and that made me feel i had you

but that was not enough, that i know
what we had was something i can't let go
but how can i, when you're not even mine
that's how it is, that's how things are
but for me its fine